Constant Contract Worries

My company constantly ignore my questions about contract situation. They do not answer when i will be placed or if i placed. They call just days before my placement. I can't make plans about my life, i can't travel because i am waiting them to call everyday. I know that ships doesn't always have definite plans but i want to get an answer when i call crew managment personel. I live in constant worry about my career and it's causing me anxiety. I can't go to a therapist because if they know they will fire me, that's the company policy!

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